never,ever....

you should never underestimate the ability of others to disappoint,insult,hurt you.dont take for granted your good deed and intention will be returned the same...
consider yourself warned..

choice..choice...

we often presented with choices.life would be so much simpler without having to choose between things.but choices make life a little on tricky side.deciding on which way to choose can be made simple,but i wonder why most of us prefer to complicate it further.because the real choice is oftentimes come down to choosing between accepting or leaving.so make your choice and shut the hell up.stop complaining and work on it...see,its really is that simple..

what if

what if i cant give what u ask for
what if i dont have what u look for
what if i am not the person u think i am
what if i am not the one u need
what if i cant be the one u want me to be
what if i dont meet your expectation
what if i am not the best for you
what if i am just who i am and nothing more

Until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have.
Doris Mortman

"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

"Get busy livin' or get busy dyin'. (That's goddamn right.)"
(Morgan Freeman, The Shawshank Redemption

May you grow up to be righteous, may you grow up to be true. May you always know the truth and see the lights surrounding you. May you always be courageous, stand upright and be strong. May you stay forever young."
Bob Dylan

"Happiness Must Be Earned"
The Thief of Bagdad


"Have no fear of perfection--you'll never reach it."
Salvador Dali


Truth is like the sun. You can shut it out for a time, but it ain't goin' away
Elvis Presley

You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.
Friedrich Nietzsche

You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is 'never try'.
The Simpsons-Homer

Don't measure yourself by what you have accomplished, but by what you should have accomplished with your ability.
John Wooden

of ESTIMATION(and pretty much everything u need to now about it)

how often u read a quotes about things..such as never underestimate this and never underestimate that.and how often u just commit that underestimation mistake.well,lemme tell u two things to make estimation simple enough.always..no make it ALWAYS never underestimate when it come to:
1-something negative when it got something to do with people.any people yourself included.be it things like the likelihood of u to be betrayed,the level of stupidity,ignorance,selfishness,unreliability of people as in a person and when they are in a capacity of their responsibility.
2-when u have to pay an amount of money that u didnt know the exact amount.in short,when it come to u having to pay,dont have any estimation.bring a blank check and its always better if you have a big overdraft.
3-the chances of things to go wrong.regardless of how detailed your preparation is or how carefull you are in executing something,always never estimate the chance of things to f@&k up.

ok..thats kinda too long for my liking.to kae it much simpler and easier for you to remember,NEVER underestimate negative things...and always underestimate the positive things.yep..i think that pretty much cover it all..good luck(and always underestimate ur luck too btw)

vote..please...

please ..please..please...please...please...vote carefully and thoughtfully when the time come..i know it might sound like too soon but just please remember...

'when ignorance reign,life is lost'
-zack de la rocha

open up your heart and open up your mind.there's lots to learn and maybe u will even enjoy some part of it.the truth is,most of the time u don't have the choice but to go through it all regardless u like it or not.so might as well u learn how to sooth your heart,all by yourself. u cant count on anyone but yourself....

been a while..and so many have happened.yet nothing seem to be happening at the same time.have u ever had that kind of feeling.seem like so busy yet accomplish nothing.been doing so many things yet nothing ever get done.been trying hard yet not achieving anything.feeling like moving so fast yet u remain just where u are yesterday..

the point is

the point of being straight to the point is to deliver a message as short and as sharp as possible.but sometimes there is something that need us to be astray from the point as much as possible in order to get the message across as exact as possible.the stuff that is just too complicated to put it in few simple words or few short sentences...and this entry is just a pointless entry..so dont bother looking for any message coz theres none.the point is,when looking for messages,or point,u gotta know what to look for.u gotta know how to differentiate between a point and the things that lead to a point.sometimes the point is so simple yet the way to deliver it need to be so complicated and it will cloud the real point.but for some reason,it just cant be made simple because it will not deliver the message if it any simpler.simplicity is a virtue but sometimes we need more that that..we need some complication to work our mind.thats the point of being complicated..

honestly its just not about honesty

honesty is a lie that we tell in order to save someone's face.honesty is a lie we live to make the best out of a bad situation.honesty is a lie we tell to make things right.honesty is a lie we offer when truth hurt.honesty is a lie we seek when real thing will alter everything.honesty is a lie we use to hide the ugly side of things.honesty is a lie we compliment someone we loath.honesty is a lie we learn from life.honest is not about being honest to others.honesty is not about being true to yourself.honesty is just a matter of convenience be it for urself or people around u..

hentikanlah mencanang tentang betapa kami rakyat terhutang budi dengan anda.hentikanlah mengatakan kamu semua telah berbuat sesuatu untuk kami.sebenarnya anda semua la yang terhutang budi dengan kami...

just when we thought we have decided rightly for the best of ourself(or for others),we sometimes find ourself doubting our decision.we secondguess ourself.we question our decision.we have a second thought.we just...not so sure anymore.and when this situation present itself,what we should do.should we step back and rethink or should we just carry on....

when u are at the end of your wit,just remember u can always make a u-turn

life..or something like it..again..

life is as complicated as u want it to be.learn how to simplify and u will see how easy life really is....

seek not what u dont know

we often look for something in all the wrong place.try as hard as we can,we wouldnt find it when its not there in the first place.and we are so blinded by our cause that we didnt realise we are in the wrong path until its too late to turn without inflicting some damage,to our self or others.we jump into conclusion when its too early to decide about anything.we carry forward without taking a step back to think clearly.we are deafened by the roar of empty promises we make to our self.and we work so hard on making it through we end up breaking it.we ignore the sensiblities,we ignore the advice,we become unwise for we are consumed with the pursuit of something we dont even understand in the first place.yet we still didnt try to fully understand it.because we keep saying once we found it,we will understand what its all about.but we are fooling nobody but our own self..

how goodl u know urself.how well u can lie to urself.how long u can keep telling the same lie.how good u can convince urself something u dont really believe.how can u tell urself something u already know.how can u make urself do something u dont really want.how can u make urself not to do something u dont really agree with...

when all hope is lost

someone mentioned a word "hope" to me today.and if u notice,this workd actually meeb mentioned quite a lot of times in movies,books n such.what is actually this thing we call hope.is it just something we cling onto when we dont really have anything left,or its a force that keep driving us.or its a feeling we use as a motivationl source.or its just a mere word.hope come in many shape and size.and just like love,hope can be disapointing when things dont turn into hope's favour.and quite often people mistook hope for dream.hope is something nore honest and humble in nature.while dreams is something more flamboyant,more of the greedy or ambitious side of things.we hope things turn out nice but we dreams things tu be grand.hope keep us alive while dreams can kills.hope should never geen given up but dreams is "give-upable"(yes thats a word that i dont really know really exist or not but u got what i mean right)more often than not we dream of something that not within our mean to achieve.hope means faith.hope means willpower.hope means survival instinct.hope means living.and dreams means living larger than life.hope keep u alive while dreams make u wish u have a different life.hope is real.dreams is not so.hope is a pray while dreams most of the time is just a wishful thinking...

how often u have a feeling that a certain situation u r in will lead to unpleasant ending but u just cant help it...

yourself,myself,ourself

is there any other person who know u better than urself..or is there anyone who know someone else better than he know himself..the thing with ourself is we often think we know ourself.but often enuf,we misunderstood that knowing with some idea of how we think we are(ok,that sound a bit confusing but u know what i mean right).sometime we think we know ourself only to be suprised of what we are capable .or maybe what we are uncapable of..maybe we used to be capable and slong the way,we become uncapable without us knowing it.coz there is no other way to know what we are uncapable of(or capable of for that matter) till we come across it...till then just dont be too sure about urself

my way,or the highway..

theres only 2 way to look at things.theres a clear way and then theres a clouded way.clear way is when u do all the thinking,making the decision and taking the action with realistic approach.clouded way is when u put in ur feeling,ur emotion.more often than not,we will be divided of which way to approach things when something arise.this is because more often than not,our emotion,feeling and such will always manage to be on the other side of sensibility,rationality and let alone realistic approach.and we actualy aware of this.we know we are doing this.we know we are mixing things that should not...ok.this is not what i have in mind actually..this is not even close to the issue i wanna write..but what the heck,this is my blog and im entitled to write whatever i want here..

life..again

have u ever ask urself what is it that u look for in ur life.have u ever wonder why u work so hard(if u work hard that is).have u ever thought the reason u do all the things u do.why u go to the movie,why u buy that shirt,why u go out n meet up with friend and why u read that book.would u agree if i say that what u look for is HAPPINESS.but the thing is,happiness is a tricky thing.many of us tricked into thinking that money can make us happy albeit everyone have heard the saying that money cant buy happiness.well,why did u work so hard if u r not after the money..so the answer for what we look for in our life is lots of money in hope it will lead us to happiness.but will money make us really happy.thats the question that only time and money will answer.in the meanwhile,can i have that lots of money first..?

adat resam melayu

what do u think of our custom.i mean traditional custom.such as in wedding,in celebrating festivities and such.me,im not a big fan of traditional custom.coz if u think about it...lemme takl about this in malay..much better i think.adat resam melayu kita..atas dasar apa adat resam melayu kita ni diasaskan.dan anda perasan tak betapa orang melayu kita ni,kalau bab nikah kawin kemain lagi nak ikut adat resam tapi bila bawak kereta,haram nak ingat pasal adat resam ke budi pekerti ke.dan betul ke adat resam tu memang adat kita.bukan cuma satu benda yang pasa satu masa dulu ntah mana punya mamat dah buat menda tu sebagai satu cara nak lawan kenduri jiran dia..(wait,that is one of the adat resam tu sendiri regarding kerja kawin ne kan..berlawan sapa lagi grand)..banyak jugak adat resam ni dah tak relevan.satu masa dulu,mmg ramai golongan berumur makan sirih.maka sirih junjung menang la patut..tapi sekarang ni dah pupus dah golongan pemakan sirih berbangsa melayu.maka takyah la nak sibuk ngan sirih junjung lagi...tetiba aku da ilang mood nak crita benda ni....

love..or something like it

what do u think about love.i personaly think i no longer believe in love.for me,love is just an illusion we creat in ourself to humour our brain into believeing something that will make us happy.however quite often than not,many of people who fall for this illusion find thierself to be hurt by the very thing that supposedly make them feel good.quite a few great empire,great people,great fallen and succumb just because of this love thing.so,is love really a good thing.well,what happened to lots of marriage that based on love that crumble and end up with divorce.if love is real,can love fade away..can love destroy.can love keep people alive.can love kills.if u ask me what make a relationship last,its not love.its 2 people who work together with determination to make it work.no amount of love can save a relationship once one party decide enough is enough.so in another word,love is just a phoney thing to base a relationship on.there mutual respect,theres mutual benefit,theres mutual happiness,theres mutual everything..once the mutualness start to wear off,thats when the relationship strat to crumble,piece by piece..so ask yourself,what love really is..

changee..and all the things about it

do u believe people can change.i mean do u really believe it.and can people really change.and what does it take to make people change.and can the good change last.and how long it will take for people to change.......

undi

setiap 5 tahun,kite dapat peluang untuk mengundi.yang ni tak potong kedit prepaid pun.tapi sorang boleh undi satu je.dan sorang ada dua benda nak kena undi.cume kena register bile cukup 21 taun.tapi macam biasalah,orang melayu kite memang kalau bab2 macam ni tak angak kesah punya makan tak register la mereka.dan dengan tak register maka tak layak mengundi la mereka.yang best lagi pulak pasal mengundi ni,kalau dari kalangan "ahli-ahli" datang mengundi,siap dapat duit lagi tu.dari mana datang duit tu,tak taulah kan.cuma ingat satu bende je.duit tu bukan duit diorang.so jadilah ahli berdaftar.tapi jangan pangkah dia.ingat kepten jack sparrow cakap "take everything u can and give nothing back".dan bagi anda2 yang tak register,atau tak balik mengundi sebab "minyak mahal" atau "satu undi je,takde beza pun",ingatlah bahwasanya inilah undian yang kalau korang tak buat atau silap buat,anda lah yang akan membayarnya..selama 5 tahun anda kena bayar..sayang minyak balik kampung satu trip,anda kena bayar minyak naik rega setahun sekali,tak campur tol lagi.maka sesiapa yang tak register lagi ingat ingat la,the battle is just around the corner.be prepared or be doomed. p/s;sori comment panjang sangat.tapi sebab ko banyak reader,maybe terkesan jugak sorang dua nak g pejabat pos register daftar pemilih....one vote does matter...(post ini asalnya adalah respond saya kepada post oleh "cursing malay" = http://cursingmalay.blogspot.com/2010/01/adakah-raja-lawak-astro-satu-scam-sms.html(sorry saya tak pandai nak post link,so korang copy n paste sniri la kalau nak baca isu tu))

and they thought they are doing the right thing

i was meaning to write something about one particular issue which make a stir(albeit downplayed)..but i guess nothing i can say that someone somewhere didnt write about it yet.so i rest my case.just one thing.shame on them who did what they have done in the name of "membela"...

drama seram yg tak seram lagi dah pun

didnt u all tired and iritated by horror drama..or it just me..?