lets see..ok,now theres one thing people call gamble.and theres another thing people call it giving a try.the different between this two is,when u gamble,almost always the outcome is not in your control.u dont really have any control of the outcome of your card(unless u cheat of course).but in giving a try,its something that u have some control(to some extent).u may have "gambled" with your life with giving it a try.but as with trying,u have a choice.that choice is weather u gonna make it work or u will admit defeat and well,fall...so the choice is not really a choice.its definitive.do or die.make or break.so by hook or by crook,u gotta champion this like u did once.maybe u feel like u r falling.slipin away,wearing thin.but the good thing is u realise that is happening.so u can tackle the weak point.ego..i dunno much about ego.nor taurian,libran,or whatever stars and sign tells.we human are capable of many things.yeah,old habit die hard people say.but they aslo said "if theres a will,theres always a way".u cant pick up the pace.u adapt too slow.u dont do well.but remember,u have taken a step.and that step u took is a step forward.maybe its slow.but its a step nevertheless.a rusty wheel may need some time to roll smoothy again.and a lil lubricant aways help.or sometime we divers bang it with hammers..big ones if smaller dont do the work.yeah,sometime u need to push urself.and ull b suprised of what u can achieve if u push urself hard enough.lemme tell u,out there in this world theres always someone somewhere who would wish they have the chance,the oppurtunity,the gamble u juz took..they probably not fit for it,they likely will feel the same thing u feel now.but they just dont have that chance.they have no chance at all to gamble.its a gamble,yes.but its a worthy gamble if u ask me.maybe ull blow it.but promise urself one thing.give it all.till the last drop of ur every ounce of energy.then u can say to urself that uve given ur best and ur best is not good enough.thats not very encouraging admittedly.im not the best motivator.and i dont really believe in motivational thigs that been thrown at me since im in school.for me,its always mind over matter.its always.u can always push it.untill ur physical cant go on anymore.and its only when ur mind tell u that its time to give up is the time when u cant move ur hand,u cant stand right,u cant even walk.but as long my mind dont give the orders,ill crawl if i cant walk.and its always mindgame.ur dark side against ur brighter side.who will win..the one who u feed the most.so its really is up to yourself..

ant the loser is

after all things said and done.after all the balotbox emptied and all counted for.after all the posters and flags taken down,we people are the real loser.we lose coz we failed.some of us failed to realise the lies they been told.some of us failed to expose these lie.but we all failed.and we all lose.even people from the winning side also lose.the real winner is only him and his people.and i mean his close associate.no one else gonna benefit from this.no worries,better luck next time..or the time after that.we are not a give-up bunch,do we...

he serve us well all this time,or so they told us

ok..now lets talk politics again.as much as i said i dony give a s#!t about local politics,its not really that hard to be affected by the going on.at the very least u loath about the stupid and insultance they throw at us people.what they take us for.we malaysian like to think of ourself sa well educated.they certainly think they provide us with proper education.yet its them also who treat us like we are no-brainer.technical offense,unethical,or whatever u call it.wanna talk about ethical.theres one of a guy from thier side who commit a certain ethical misconduct.and his misconduct actually not about politics at all.its something personal.still the man take the fall like a man.and he did step back.but now instead of condemning people who commit a misconduct,they back them up,and he actually win.serve well,bring developement or whatever,a misconduct is still a misconduct and its unethicaland shame 2times.one for commiting it and another one for not being a man who acknowledge his mistakes and step back to give others chance.not neccesarily the others have a clean slate mind u,but at least the one who juz got his slate stained shouldnt be in the picture at all.talk about chronism.but blame it on us.blame it on the constituency.blame it on the people.maybe they think unethical to get involved with another woman and caught on tape but its ok if u give people money for thier vote.afterall,its like a charity innit,giving poeple money.who dont want and dont need money afterall.and if we still stick with this mentality of "its ok because he has served us well all this years,so we should cut some slack and give the man another chance".there are some things in life where people should be given just one chance and one only.and one of the things is when it come to public trust and working for people.we dont owe any of them anything.be it for the last 52 years or for the next 520.they are there because of us people.they are the one who owe us thier living and thier existance as who they are today.we will always exist,but them,we have the power to get rid of them.some riddance is good for the best of our country.so think about it.no,really u dont even have to think about it.its plain simple...

and the winner is....

and just like what ive feared,he actually won...for fuck sake,dont u all bagan people have a mind of ur own..but then again,with so many undi post,our chance is slim to start with,if any at all...so its not the question of who the calon is ,they will win regardless of who the candidate is.,,or maybe we malaysian really dont learn...wait,we dont actually...ive wrote already about that kan...

i juz cant believe it..no,actually i kinda guessed it.and its not really a suprise..its more of how it anger me... i take that as an insult...how could them i said to myself...yes,i understand how they r able to fool themself and how they show how fol they r..but this is juz beyond fool..its juz plain insult.to me and to others.to all malaysian..to everyone of us who r capable to think for themself even a little.to all who have some sense of righteousness in them.to juz about everybody except thier foolhard supporters..damn,it really an insult....i feel like being slapped on the face by a bloody bucket of excavator...big one...and if u dont feel like that,i juz ......(i dont have the word).....f&%k....and mind u,i dont use that often..not here anyway...that something i suppose...
technical thing u said..technical my @$$ ...and i never use that word b4...not here...and if this still dont make us malaysian realise what a fool we have there on the highest place,we are in for a hard time ahead,big time....frigging big....
how can it be technical..dont think us rakyat as a fool...please...maybe u r a fool..but not me..not my friend..not my colleague..not my co-workers..not my ship mate..not anyone i know i think..we r not ..not like u n ur supporter...dont think we r that low....my last word for this time...

jeng jeng jeng.... FUCK YOU.....