lets see..ok,now theres one thing people call gamble.and theres another thing people call it giving a try.the different between this two is,when u gamble,almost always the outcome is not in your control.u dont really have any control of the outcome of your card(unless u cheat of course).but in giving a try,its something that u have some control(to some extent).u may have "gambled" with your life with giving it a try.but as with trying,u have a choice.that choice is weather u gonna make it work or u will admit defeat and well,fall...so the choice is not really a choice.its definitive.do or die.make or break.so by hook or by crook,u gotta champion this like u did once.maybe u feel like u r falling.slipin away,wearing thin.but the good thing is u realise that is happening.so u can tackle the weak point.ego..i dunno much about ego.nor taurian,libran,or whatever stars and sign tells.we human are capable of many things.yeah,old habit die hard people say.but they aslo said "if theres a will,theres always a way".u cant pick up the pace.u adapt too slow.u dont do well.but remember,u have taken a step.and that step u took is a step forward.maybe its slow.but its a step nevertheless.a rusty wheel may need some time to roll smoothy again.and a lil lubricant aways help.or sometime we divers bang it with hammers..big ones if smaller dont do the work.yeah,sometime u need to push urself.and ull b suprised of what u can achieve if u push urself hard enough.lemme tell u,out there in this world theres always someone somewhere who would wish they have the chance,the oppurtunity,the gamble u juz took..they probably not fit for it,they likely will feel the same thing u feel now.but they just dont have that chance.they have no chance at all to gamble.its a gamble,yes.but its a worthy gamble if u ask me.maybe ull blow it.but promise urself one thing.give it all.till the last drop of ur every ounce of energy.then u can say to urself that uve given ur best and ur best is not good enough.thats not very encouraging admittedly.im not the best motivator.and i dont really believe in motivational thigs that been thrown at me since im in school.for me,its always mind over matter.its always.u can always push it.untill ur physical cant go on anymore.and its only when ur mind tell u that its time to give up is the time when u cant move ur hand,u cant stand right,u cant even walk.but as long my mind dont give the orders,ill crawl if i cant walk.and its always mindgame.ur dark side against ur brighter side.who will win..the one who u feed the most.so its really is up to yourself..