Friday, March 6, 2009

selfishness

today,i went out..and watched few movies...3 movies..and while i was watching,i had so many things dat i wanna write about.inspiration juz flow,effortlessly.but as soon as d movie finish,its all disappeared..but i will try to bring em back,effortfully if i have to..
lets start somewhere.someone recently said im a bitter person.well not exactly what dat person said,but more or less to dat effect.well,i used to be a bitter person...well,experience n life made me.juz cant help it.and some of dat bitterness still lingering i suppose..and u know how bitterness linger longer than sweetness.and bitterness also turn me into a selfish person...o yes,im a selfish person..i do things as i wish.i live my life for myself.i dont really care about people around me.or if i do care,i dont really show it.i always put myself first b4 others.and recently i am presented with one of d biggest choice i can get in my life.and d choice is to b selfish or to b selfless.how i was thinking about it....for days....and i cant decide..i keep go back n forth between those 2 choice..one moment diz n d next dat..back to diz ,changed to dat again..u may ask hv i decide now.d answer is yes i hv decided.what i hv decide..none of ur bisnes...hehe....
*what came to mind while in d cinema was actually longer n more complicated but diz is all i can put here for now....

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